Wow!

I am so lame and such a slacker and my hubby deserves so much more recognition than I have given him lately.  He has been so incredible lately...and really he is always incredible, but my eyes have been a little bit more open lately.  I've really been trying to fix my attitude and focus more on the positive things in my life instead of negative, and it has opened up my eyes to a world of things that he does for me on a daily basis that I have been taking for granted...so here's gonna be a lengthy list of those things to try to make up for the time that I have lost:


- Any time I need anything he will get up from what he is doing and get it for me...regardless of what it is.  Even if I just say "I want an orange" out loud without thinking about it, he is up and in the fridge getting me one.
- He won't let me leave the house without giving me a kiss and telling me he loves me if he's awake and home and not in the shower...and even sometimes then too :)
- He is always there to send me supportive/optimistic texts when I'm struggling with my schedule or my medication or whatever it may be that's bugging me during the day when he can't be with me.
- He tells me how beautiful or gorgeous he thinks I am every single day.  He never misses.
- 90% of the time he is standing at the door with open arms when I come home from a long day to hug all my stress away.
- He is ready to cuddle/kiss me/hug me/be affectionate at any time and any place even when sometimes I don't feel like it or need my space.  When I'm ready to cuddle or need him to hold me, he is there...never pushes me away.
- He is seriously the most positive person I have ever met.  Nothing gets him down and nothing makes him lose his faith.  He is so stalwart and optimistic about life.  Without him and without his attitude I wouldn't be able to make it through the day...it's contagious!
- He never gets mad at me...I'm pretty sure ever.  Unless I am being a complete and total jerk and yelling at him and he has to defend himself he really never gets upset with me...or even irritated or annoyed with me.  He is SO patient!
- He will watch a chick flick with me anytime, any day.  We watch so many chick flicks in comparison to action movies or manly movies...really our Netflix queue is mostly my movies and he just watches them with me with a smile on his face.
- I forget to take my meds at night a lot of the time and he'll get up out of bed and go to the bathroom, get my pills and a glass of water, and make sure I take them before I go to bed.
- Whenever I have a headache or don't feel good he will also get me meds, then scratch my back, massage my shoulders, play with my hair, or whatever else might make me feel better at the time for as long as it takes me to feel better.  And he never gets sick so it's not even him doing it to get it in return because it sure doesn't happen as much as it should.
- He will do any "chore" I ask him to.  Even after the times I get on him for not doing things "perfectly" or "my way" he still continues to do things with no complaints.  He is so humble and I'm trying to learn that from him!
- He adores me.  I know that sounds conceited, but I have NEVER doubted Brad's feelings for me.  If the way he looks at me and the way he holds me and the way he kisses me didn't give it away, everything else he does is proof of his devotion to me; something I have always needed: security.


And those are only a tiny percentage of the things he does for me on a normal basis.  So, the moral of the story is that I have the most incredible husband on the planet.  I am going to try a lot harder to keep this blog up, but with my schedule I don't know how well I will be able to do that.  He deserves more recognition, however, and I will be giving that to him.  I love you baby!